about

For the longest time I was incredibly worried about starting something like this. I was concerned about who was going to see it, what these people would say, how they would react or just simply whether or not they would make fun of it all together. As cliche as this sounds, I felt I would never do something that I wanted to do for years just because I couldn't deal with the response of others. However, despite all of my own insecurities and worries, one simple thing pushed me over the edge. As most breakthroughs it started with a simple conversation. 

As the New Year just began one of my good friends and I were sitting and talking about what we wanted this year to mean for us. I began to explain how lost I felt most of the time, no real driving force or direction, and that's what I wanted to find, even though it felt so impossible. He looked at me and simply said, "You know? Sometimes, when you aren't yourself and you are searching for something you just have to lean all in to something. Anything! It doesn't even matter what it is, just give it your all. Just lean all in with everything you have"

And here we are now, with this website. As small as it is and as ridiculous as it may sound, it is taking me to a new place of direction and purpose that I haven't felt in ages. It's helping me see and experience life in a whole new more meaningful way. I'm happy with this silly, flawed, insane, beautiful website and I hope you are too. I hope this website, in any way, pushes you to do something you felt you couldn't. I hope you are living your life the way you want. I hope you are finding purpose in this world. And I hope, with all of my heart, that you lean all in.